MyShit, YaDig?(:

When you asked for my number and texted me 2 minutes later. The first time you called me. The first time you walked me to class. The first time you held my hand. The first time you kissed me. When you asked me out. When you called me at 3am to tell me you made it home from that party. When you called me for 3 hours, we hung up, and 2 minutes later you texted me telling me i made you smile like no one else. The first time i rode your quad with you. The first time you told me i looked great. The time you stood up for me in the hall. When you noticed i was upset. When you looked me in the eyes and told me i scared you. When you told me i was the one thing that could always make you happy. When you told me i was the only girl you never regretted. When you told me we were meant to be. But sadly, i will also always remember the day we broke up..the day you looked in my eyes and told me you had no idea what to do with me. How long we went without talking. How many fights we had. How many times i thought about giving up on thinking about you. The night he caught me in your truck with you. When i gave him up for you..and you decided you didnt want me. The night i wouldnt have sex with you in your moms car, and you decided that was it. The day you told him you couldnt stand me. The day you told me you hated me. All the times you led me on. All the lies you told about me. All the pain you put me through. All the laughing you did at me. All the people you turned against me. But most of all, i will always remember the love i had for you. …Now those are all memories and no matter what they will always be past. There is no future with us no more. I’ve come to realize that i used to love you, and its useless loving the person you thought could love you back. But a big chicken, an ass, and an even bigger coward. I let it go on too long. And i realized the person who loves me truly was standing in front of me, so i took him. And im convincing myself to get over you. It was all past. Don’t wonder why i dont text you..dont wonder why i dont call anymore. I dont because you acted like you didnt want me to. So im done trying. There will always be a special place in my heart, where i will cherish and keep your memories safe, but you will never hold my heart again. Ever. I may visit your memories from time to time, and miss them a bit more each time i do, but thats all i will do. Is miss you. My love for him will grow each day, and i wish nothing but the best for you. I hope you learned from me, as i learned from you. I cherish everything we had together, and i thankyou for giving me that experience. But now, now i have to move on with life. And as much as i hate to say it..i have to. Goodbye.